Friday, November 4, 2011

Capital Express

कैपिटल एक्सप्रेस कटिहार जंक्शन  पार कर चुकी है,
और अल्फाज हैं के छूटने को बेताब हो रहें हैं। 

'एक सर्द रात के बाद कुछ अल्साइ सी धुप करवट बदल रही है
और सैकड़ों ज़िंदा कहानियों  लेकर ट्रेन वैसे ही रुक-रुक कर चल रही है।

कुछ बच्चों का झुण्ड मेरे पास की सीट पर बैठ मुस्कुरा रहे हैं,
और कुछ अपने नए गर्म कपड़ों पे इतरा रहें हैं,

कोई कर रहा है अपने नन्हे हाथों से अपनी टोपी उतारने की कोशिश
तो कोई एक एक दूसरे को फुसला रहे हैं। 

चाय-चाय की वह जानी पहचानी आवाज जब सभी को उनके नींदों से जगाने लगी,
स्टेशन का नाम देखने मेरी भी आँखें खिड़की से बाहर झाँकने लगी। 

ट्रैन का यह लम्बा सा सफर स्टेशन के उस चहल-पहल में छुपने लगा
आने ही वाली थी मंजिल भी मेरी ट्रैन का सायरन यह जोर-जोर से कहने लगा।

फ़िर नज़र पड़ी अगले केबिन में बैठी गुमसुम उदास सी  लड़की पर
बार-बार जो कर रही थी घडी पर अपने नजर

शायद कोई है जो बैठा है उसके इन्तेजार में
प्लेटफार्म की सीट पर या स्टेशन की कतार में

पर सुइयां देखने का अब भी कोई फायदा नहीं
जैसे सर्दी में गाडी और समय का कोई वायदा नहीं

 अब ट्रैन धीरे से अपने पहिये थाम रही है
और देखो वह लड़की भी अब थोड़ा मुस्कुरा रही है।

बस कुछ इस तरहा से कैपिटल एक्सप्रेस हर बार मुझे घर ले आती है
शबनम के बूंद से ये मीठे एहसास चुपके से दे जाती है। 

                                                                               हसन रेज़ा

Thursday, April 14, 2011

The Real Hero

In 1993, Assange was involved in starting one of the first public internet service providers in Australia, Suburbia Public Access Network.[ Starting in 1994, he lived in Melbourne as a programmer and a developer of free software. In 1995, he wrote Strobe, the first free and open source port scanner. He contributed several patches to the PostgreSQL project in 1996.
 He helped to write the book Underground: Tales of Hacking, Madness and Obsession on the Electronic Frontier (1997), which credits him as a researcher and reports his history with International Subversives.

 Starting around 1997, he co-invented the Rubberhose deniable encryption system, a cryptographic concept made into a software package for Linux designed to provide plausible deniability against rubber-hose cryptanalysis;[42] he originally intended the system to be used "as a tool for human rights workers who needed to protect sensitive data in the field."[43] Other free software that he has authored or co-authored includes the Usenet caching software NNTPCache[44] and Surfraw, a command-line interface for web-based search engines. In 1999, he registered the domain; "But", he says, "then I didn't do anything with it."
From 2003 to 2006, Assange attended the University of Melbourne, mainly studying physics and mathematics and briefly studying philosophy and neuroscience. In most of his maths courses, he received the minimum "pass" grade. He did not graduate; the fact that his fellow students were doing research for Pentagon's DARPA was reportedly a factor in motivating him to drop out and start WikiLeaks.

WikiLeaks was founded in 2006. That year, Assange wrote two essays setting out the philosophy behind WikiLeaks: "To radically shift regime behavior we must think clearly and boldly for if we have learned anything, it is that regimes do not want to be changed. We must think beyond those who have gone before us and discover technological changes that embolden us with ways to act in which our forebears could not." In his blog he wrote, "the more secretive or unjust an organisation is, the more leaks induce fear and paranoia in its leadership and planning coterie.... Since unjust systems, by their nature, induce opponents, and in many places barely have the upper hand, mass leaking leaves them exquisitely vulnerable to those who seek to replace them with more open forms of governance."

Assange is a prominent media spokesman on WikiLeaks' behalf. While newspapers have described him as a "director"[ or "founder" of Wikileaks, Assange has said, "I don't call myself a founder";[ he does describe himself as the editor in chief of WikiLeaks, and has stated that he has the final decision in the process of vetting documents submitted to the site. Assange says that Wikileaks has released more classified documents than the rest of the world press combined: "That's not something I say as a way of saying how successful we are – rather, that shows you the parlous state of the rest of the media. How is it that a team of five people has managed to release to the public more suppressed information, at that level, than the rest of the world press combined? It's disgraceful.".

 He advocates a "transparent" and "scientific" approach to journalism, saying that "you can't publish a paper on physics without the full experimental data and results; that should be the standard in journalism."[ In 2006, CounterPunch called him "Australia's most infamous former computer hacker."[.The Age has called him "one of the most intriguing people in the world" and "internet's freedom fighter." Assange has called himself "extremely cynical". He has been described as being largely self-taught and widely read on science and mathematics, and as thriving on intellectual battle.
Assange received the 2009 Media award from Amnesty International for Kenya: The Cry of Blood – Extra Judicial Killings and Disappearances, and he has been recognized as a journalist by the Centre for Investigative Journalism. Assange has been a member of the Australian journalist union, the Media, Entertainment and Arts Alliance, for several years, and in 2011 was made an honorary member.

 Alex Massie wrote an article in The Spectator called "Yes, Julian Assange is a journalist", but acknowledged that "newsman" might be a better description of Assange.Alan Dershowitz said "Without a doubt. He is a journalist, a new kind of journalist".

Assange has said that he has been publishing factual material since age 25, and that it is not necessary to debate whether or not he is a journalist. He has stated that his role is "primarily that of a publisher and editor-in-chief who organises and directs other journalists". 

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

The Lost Ball

What is the boy now,
Who has lost his ball,
What,what is he to do?
I saw it go.
Meririlly bouncing,and then
Merrily over –
There it is in the water !

No use to say “o there are other balls”
An ultimate shaking grief fixes the boy,
As he stands rigid, trembling, staring down.
All his young day’s into the the harbour
Where his ball went!

I wouldn’t intrude him.
A dime another ball is he senses first
Responsibility in a world of possessions .

“people will take balls,balls will be lost always’s little boy.
And no one buy’s a ball is external.

A poem I have readen in my school day’s in my English text book,
It describes a story of a boy who has lost his ball but he is learning well behind,

His desperate eyes,
The epistemology of loss,how to
stand up

Knowing what every man must be one day now,
And most know many days,
How to stand up and cope up with the truth.

Saturday, April 2, 2011

snow of peace

The way a crow shook Down on me,

The dust of snow from a Hemlock tree

Has given me a change of mood

And saved apart

of my Day being rued..

A hemlock tree and crow which is being hated by people,
And the crow which called the bird of bad-luck has given me
Today somehow peace.

Thursday, February 24, 2011


Oh! Dark Angel come on....let me see you...!

 There are many thing’s I wanna ask you
Plese stay for a amoment.

Think, In mounting higher,

The angels would press on us, and aspire
To drop some golden orb of perfect song....!

Into my deep, dear silence."

A special world for you and meA special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold

Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Drops of life

The previous year was the most fully experienced year of my life.
The whole year elapsed in wandering here and there in search of peace .
Th three inch smoking stick generally stuck with me wherever go.
That was the time I mostly want to forgot oriental public school.
I lived in rizwans house 3 months if I will stayed 1weeks more than certainly I was vanished because mr adnan was growing as a brain tumer for me

But the last 4 months has changed my mood and saved saved apart of my year of being rued. 

Journey begins in march

Lived in forbesganj for giving the board exams .we satyed at roshan lodge,alamtola

Many new fellows came to meet there mostly shadab anjum from kota rajashthan prepearing for engeniering entrances he was just like me some time I start to find myself in him.

He was also a die hard fan Hollywood movies and the internet
He is specially ther for 12th board exams both exams were going to held together in sarswati vidya mandir

"रोशन था आफताब भी हलकी सी धुप रूस का शरमाया सा लगता था!
वोह रातों में महताब चमका और वह गुनगुनाती  चांदन,
मिल बैठे साथ तो नूर बरस पड़ती होती आसमा से फर्श तक नूर की छड़ी !

Kabir,faizan and shahjahan were also with us.
we had enjoyed much more instead of prepearing for exams, lots of discussions were to made there whole  the day afterall I have got a partner for sharing my hollywood gossips

मुझे  नहीं  पता  था  यह  खुसी  जो  मुझे  मिल  रही  है  यह  मेरे  हिस्से  की  है  या किसी और के खुसी में शरिक्दार हूँ....या फिर है यह एक महज इत्तेफाक !

Kaisi manjil thi kaisa mikam tha
Dojakh si duniyan mein jannat sa shaan tha

Subah wahan ki badi sharmili hoti halki si dhup raus ka sharmsaya sa lagta tha aur fir who sust दोपहर का मजा 
pehle din ka exam najdik aa chukka tha

9 पम tak hum sab nikal pade exam hall ki taraf

It feels just like that I am going to attend someones funeral as though we arrived at the exam hall by seing the scenery ofthat place it seems like the judgement day as I heard from my mother that in that day no one will help  anyone more ………

After three exams there was a long break, kabir and me ran towards katihar for some enjoyment…….

Traveling in trains without tickets ,fighting with the T.T.E all of my first experience of that type……
Everything was happening except studies I know that
Puara saal bina kuch padhe ab padhkar kya faayda hone wala tha ….

din gujarte gaye tajurbaat apni jagah lete gaye…….
Hawaon ne fir se apna rukh badla , 
ab waqt ho chala tha jaane ka  shadab bhaiya 27th ko chale gaye unko vida karke achcha to nahin lag raha tha par kya karein sabkuch hamesha ke liye thode hi kayam rehne wala hai………

Faizan 31st march ko chala gaya sabkuch fir se waisa ka waisa ho gaya
Magar mujhe afsos nahin kyon in chand lamhon ko maine jee liya pee liya iss aabe rawan ka paani ……….

Ab asim sirf bhai hain wahan pe kehte hain hamare bina who jagah kaatne ko daurta hai….

Dedicated to:- forbesganj,Bihar
Duration:- 2 months

Monday, January 3, 2011

Darkness in your personality

Everybody has a Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde in their personality. 

You cannot be a do-gooder without having a mean streak within you. Good and bad are two sides of the same coin. Duality of human nature is necessary to create harmony. 

Celebrate the darker side within you. It is the darker side that gives sheen to your personality. Here are dark quotes that bring out the best and the worst out of it.

Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first, and is waiting for it.